 | IS 41 | Jul 8, '08 12:21 AM for everyone |
9 I took you from the ends of the earth, from its farthest corners I called you. I said, 'You are my servant'; I have chosen you and have not rejected you. 10 So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand. 11 "All who rage against you will surely be ashamed and disgraced; those who oppose you will be as nothing and perish. 12 Though you search for your enemies, you will not find them. Those who wage war against you will be as nothing at all. 13 For I am the LORD, your God, who takes hold of your right hand and says to you, Do not fear; I will help you. 14 Do not be afraid, O worm Jacob, O little Israel, for I myself will help you," declares the LORD, your Redeemer, the Holy One of Israel. 15 "See, I will make you into a threshing sledge, new and sharp, with many teeth. You will thresh the mountains and crush them, and reduce the hills to chaff. 16 You will winnow them, the wind will pick them up, and a gale will blow them away. But you will rejoice in the LORD and glory in the Holy One of Israel. 17 "The poor and needy search for water, but there is none; their tongues are parched with thirst. But I the LORD will answer them; I, the God of Israel, will not forsake them. 18 I will make rivers flow on barren heights, and springs within the valleys. I will turn the desert into pools of water, and the parched ground into springs. 19 I will put in the desert the cedar and the acacia, the myrtle and the olive. I will set pines in the wasteland, the fir and the cypress together, 20 so that people may see and know, may consider and understand, that the hand of the LORD has done this, that the Holy One of Israel has created it. 21 "Present your case," says the LORD. "Set forth your arguments," says Jacob's King. 22 "Bring in your idols to tell us what is going to happen. Tell us what the former things were, so that we may consider them and know their final outcome. Or declare to us the things to come, 23 tell us what the future holds, so we may know that you are gods. Do something, whether good or bad, so that we will be dismayed and filled with fear. 24 But you are less than nothing and your works are utterly worthless; he who chooses you is detestable. 25 "I have stirred up one from the north, and he comes— one from the rising sun who calls on my name. He treads on rulers as if they were mortar, as if he were a potter treading the clay. 26 Who told of this from the beginning, so we could know, or beforehand, so we could say, 'He was right'? No one told of this, no one foretold it, no one heard any words from you. 27 I was the first to tell Zion, 'Look, here they are!' I gave to Jerusalem a messenger of good tidings. 28 I look but there is no one— no one among them to give counsel, no one to give answer when I ask them. 29 See, they are all false! Their deeds amount to nothing; their images are but wind and confusion.
Its been hard walking through this hardship, as each forward step I took, it seems that the mountain get steeper, very much harder to climb. Weary and worn, but I there is no option of taking a rest or a seep of water. I need to continue the journey no matter what, coz each time I rest, i would stumble then i will fall... Making it harder to stand up....
I know it is hard, but there is you to stand by me. There is you to me help me stand up. There is you to help me take up the bruises, to take up the stones thrown at me. Sometimes you even became my shelter to take over the pain. How could I survive without you. How can I take up such a big burden without you. I thank you in helping me carry this burden. I thank you for not seeing me at a different way. I thank you for loving me even though I have so much to go through.
It may be hard, but I know we can make it through, with you. I can make it though, with you I can lie on your shoulder and rest...
thank you! Thank you for being there when I need you. There Is No One in This World Campares to you!
Which is more painful? To run away and hide? Or to go through it. When going up another level.. everything seems to fall apart. Pressure is on.. The stress, the stone weighing the heart gets heavier each time. Yeah, it may make you stronger, but the process is hard. Like going through a surgery without the anaesthesia. Grueling pain.
Its hard to imagine that problems only last awhile, it will not be for life. Some may take longer, some are just short. Human have the tenancy to worry, and to focus on the problem rather then the solution.
its a hard time, but the ppl around you can help u feel better. Maybe? Maybe not. It depends how u see it...
All you need is a strong staff to help u through this valley. Give your best, and help is along the way. That is what I trust for now.
I am disappointed. The disappointment is so bad, it hurts my heart. Well, a promise is a promise and verbal are just as important adn written. It makes it harder to trust. What should I feel and how should I react. Take it as nothing has happened. Well I dun think so. Make it worst, I dunno how to ask.
It hurts, it breaks my heart
Maybe you did not look close enough, this is what she said. This ice-cold heart was melted and made it tender again. Then looked within carefully, what was a beasty felt like human again. What make up a human, love, it is this very ingredient that made human different.
The apparence of you on such a mere frame of time, can change my thinking all over again. That melts the heart of mine, made me feel human again. The sentences through out this 2Hrs spent, it's seems like there is a double meaning to it. that tugged and punched through this fortress heart. No one can speak to my heart, no soul in this world which only you can.
"If I'd come to you earlier, will it makes a difference" as you replied, "you will never know the outcome". You make me think that anything can happen, anything can abrupt your life and cause you to change course of your life.
"Maybe He wanted us to prove to him before he come" When you always tell me, do my best and you will do the rest. All these thoughts came rushing through like a raging waves.
I understand now, you will not know what the future lies, you may not know who's path you will cross, but along the way, you there there to always help. Even a pithole, even a losing end, losing hope will cause anyone to desperate measure.
All I need is to be patient, and patience allow you to work in your time.
Many thoughts I have, I hope I will get to sit with you and speak with you. Where my heart will be stripped open, allowing you to see this ugly me.
Please come back, I miss you, baby C´mon, each time, ayeah C´mon, each time, is the track blowin´ my mind, ayeah Have you heard of a sayin´ For those who are playin´ You don´t know what you´ve got ´till it´s gone Well, there was my calling I knew I was falling Into something that would be so wrong But I caught hold of myself And change for the better I can´t get you out of my mind ´Cos something inside Made me realize you were fine Each time when we´re alone I guess I didn´t know How far we were appart Should´ve spoken to my heart I guess I didn´t know That each time you´d go away I´d cry I can´t take all these good-byes I know from this feelin´ Deep inside there´s a heelin´ I know that I´m in controll Every day I am yearnin´ This love I feel burnin´ Burnin´ right through my soul So let´s make the start Of somethin´ that cannot be broken The mould is so strong Treat this love as a child That grows into somethin´ worthwhile, ohh Deep, love so deep Deep, love so deep, yeah I can´t take all these good-byes Faithfully, I will be You will see, please believe me I can´t take all these good-byes All the time we were alone Guess I should´ve really known Baby, you have always been mine
 | Cuz | May 12, '08 5:26 AM for everyone |
Thanks Cuz... For The Bday Dinner.... Sorry Din Join You At Velvet.. Was Tired...
SunFlower Right At Your Door Way, Looking For SunShine To Make Its Day, This Flower Sometimes Weak, Even Dreamt Of Sunshine Seek. SunFlower Dry and SunFlower Meek, When Will Sunshine Ever Be Seen?
Finally! I have have done stuff I always wanted too! I had so much fun, I went 18m down under earth.... It was so much fun! I always loved the Sea and this time round I get to go in the midst and share my time with the animals that I have never get a chance to get close... I am amused by them. I enjoyed every moment of it... Though there was some choking moments, but I took it as a challenge...
It was my greatest Bday present for myself, doing things that I never thought I would do...
Thanks to my friends.. Roger, Linda, Ailynn for my Camera Lens... Tried it, and it is amazing! Thanks for knowing what I want and it is a wonderful surprise.
Luc, Thanks... The shirt looks cool... Well, this urge me on to wanna play Rugby again...
Thanks SuSu and Weiwen.. helping me with the BBQ... Thanks for being friends with me.
Thanks Pui Pui... Making my bday a enjoyable one.. though it rain.. but that did not dampen my heart. Love the superman cake and ice-cream cake! Its is a surprise..
I love surprises and it made my heart smile...
Its a simple BBQ, though its nothing big and expensive, but its the company that is joyful.
Now! My Time To Plan For The Next Diving Trip!
 | The End | Apr 21, '08 12:11 PM for everyone |
My Heart Is Weary With Despair, Like A Monster Sneaking on Me From Its Lair. Betrayal Came Along With It Snare. The Broken Pieces I Have To Pick In Pairs Finding Out Whether Is There Anything In This World Actually Fair? Sad To Say But Life Is Just Totally Out Of Hands. Making Out Of What It Is Planned. A Blessing I Am After I Know It Is At The End.
I'm counting the days.... The Days I am counting....
" See How you're smiling. While I want to see that in you again. Remember the sing you gave me? I'm now giving it back to you, Right Here Waiting For You. I don't know how long can the song last for but hopefully long enough for you to come back. We have been through so many things together.I'm still looking forward to the days that we can have.. Definition of a soul mate - a person whom you have a strong affinity to. I'm not sure if I'm yours but I guess you are mine. After a whole long year of waiting and pinning. And even though you have broken my heart time and time again. I just want to tell you after all these time, you're still the one."
I was nurtured I was sheltered I was curious and young I was searching for that something Trying to find it on the run Oh and just when I stopped looking I saw just how far I'd come In this life In this life You give me love You give me light Show me everything that's been happening I've opened up my eyes I'm following Three steps fight an honest fight Two hearts that can start a fire One love is all I need In this life I have faltered I have stumbled I have found my feet again I've been angry I've been shaken Found a new place to begin My persistence to make a difference Has led me safe into your hands In this life In this life [Chorus] I was put here for a reason I was born into this world And I'm living and I'm believing That I was meant to be your goal In this life [Chorus]
 | Dreamt | Mar 7, '08 2:44 AM for everyone |
Funny how it is... I have been dreaming, though I am freaking tired. But what Puzzled me is that I dreamt of someone... I dreamt this girl, having loads fun with, playing catch, play fights together. Carried her, piggy bagged her, done many fun things together. Well she even slapped me ( the fun kind). I dunno why, but she is amazing. I dreamt of Mun Mun.  , well I guess I miss her someway or another.
Teardrops On My Guitar Drew (She) looks at me, I fake a smile so (s)he won't see That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl (s)he talks about And she's got everything that I have to live without Drew (She) talks to me, I laugh cause it's so damn funny That I can't even see anyone when (s)he's with me (S)He says (s)he's so in love, (s)he's finally got it right, I wonder if (s)he knows (s)he's all I think about at night [Chorus:] (S)He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star (S)He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do Drew(she) walks by me, can (s)he tell that I can't breathe? And there (s)he goes, so perfectly, The kind of flawless I wish I could be She'd better hold (her)him tight, give (her)him all her love Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause [Repeat Chorus] So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light I'll put (her)his picture down and maybe Get some sleep tonight (S)He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart (S)He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do (S)He's the time taken up, but there's never enough And he's all that I need to fall into.. Drew(she) looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.
 | 想太多 | Feb 21, '08 4:48 AM for everyone |
你笑着说 他是朋友 但你眼中太温柔 我的不安 那么沉重 只有你不懂 他霸占了你的心中 属于我的角落 所以你说 我们不是你和我 是我想太多 你总这样说但你却没有真的心疼我 是我想太多我也这样说 这是唯一能安慰我的理由 他霸占了你的心中属于我的角落 所以你说我们不是你和我 是我想太多你总这样说 但你却没有真的心疼我 是我想太多我也这样说 这是唯一能安慰我的理由 我想我没有错怪了什么 虽然你不说或许错在我 太晚我才懂爱了你太多 是我想太多你总这样说 但你却没有真的心疼我 是我想太多我也这样说 这是唯一能安慰我的理由
 | 沉默玩具 | Feb 21, '08 4:35 AM for everyone |
变成了一个影 隐藏了自己 爱情困难呼吸 我是沉默玩具 执着对你无限情 模糊我自己 不愿深深把爱情 输了你的游戏 你要逃 对决拥抱 我看到 为什么爱上你的人是我 为什么一厢情愿的人会难过 为什么对你舍不的人是我 爱上你需要那真情意 说在而情意 寂寞点点不休息 而让甜蜜却也忘记 幸福不再美丽 可是我会在意 这种对你的深情 我不会怪自己 不愿意深深的情意 输了你的游戏 你要逃 对决了拥抱 我看到 为什么爱上你的人是我 为什么一厢情愿的人会难过 为什么对你舍不的人是我 爱上你需要那真情意 说在而情意 喔~~爱~~ 为什么对你舍不的人是我 还是你需要那真情意 喔~~爱~~ 这么爱你的人会难过 为什么对你舍不的人是我 还是你需要那真情意 说在而情意
 | 我不配 | Feb 21, '08 4:08 AM for everyone |
这街上太拥挤 太多人有秘密 玻璃上有雾气在被隐藏起过去 你脸上的情绪 在还原那场雨 这巷弄太过弯曲走不回故事里
这日子不再绿 又斑驳了几句 剩下搬空回忆的我在大房子里 电影院的座椅 隔遥远的距离 感情没有对手戏你跟自己下棋
还来不及仔仔细细写下你的关于 描述我如何爱你 你却微笑的离我而去
这感觉已经不对 我努力在挽回 一些些应该体贴的感觉我没给 你嘟嘴许的愿望很卑微在妥协 是我忽略你不过要人陪
这感觉已经不对 我最后才了解 一页页不忍翻阅的情节你好累 你默背为我掉过几次泪多憔悴 而我心碎你受罪你的美我不配
"Better Man"
Send someone to love me I need to rest in arms Keep me safe from harm In pouring rain Give me endless summer Lord I fear the cold Feel I'm getting old Before my time As my soul heals the shame I will grow through this pain Lord I'm doing all I can To be a better man Go easy on my conscience 'Cause it's not my fault I know I've been taught To take the blame Rest assured my angels Will catch my tears Walk me out of here I'm in pain As my soul heals the shame I will grow through this pain Lord I'm doing all I can To be a better man Once you've found that lover You're homeward bound Love is all around Love is all around I know some have fallen On stony ground But Love is all around Send someone to love me I need to rest in arms Keep me safe from harm In pouring rain Give me endless summer Lord I fear the cold Feel I'm getting old Before my time As my soul heals the shame I will grow through this pain Lord I'm doin' all I can To be a better man
The dawn is breaking A light shining through You're barely waking And I'm tangled up in you Yeah I'm open, you're closed Where I follow, you'll go I worry I won't see your face Light up again Even the best fall down sometimes Even the wrong words seem to rhyme Out of the doubt that fills my mind I somehow find You and I collide I'm quiet you know You make a first impression I've found I'm scared to know I'm always on your mind Even the best fall down sometimes Even the stars refuse to shine Out of the back you fall in time I somehow find You and I collide Don't stop here I lost my place I'm close behind Even the best fall down sometimes Even the wrong words seem to rhyme Out of the doubt that fills your mind You finally find You and I collide You finally find You and I collide You finally find You and I collide
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